I’m thinking about the factors that affect my loneliness.
Most of the time, I can see it coming. Though, I must admit, with an appreciable experience, now I know ways to get there…
It’s a big place; with miles and light-years of loneliness.
Occasionally, I’ve met a few distressed souls.
Some, like me, trying to engulf solitude with all their might and some, unlike me, for whom loneliness is the only alternative.
I repeat, loneliness is the key, and isolation is the lock. Both fit in perfectly, only if they’re made for each other. The rest of the times, there are a million combinations to unlock the barrier between them.
I see green rocks and purple trees. No! I’d like it to be orange.
There!!!
Soon, I find shade under the orange colored tree.
A signboard does an appearing act. It says,
‘Wish For It And Solitude Gives You.’
It sees me responding with a deja-vu look. It disappears immediately. Yeah, I am the boss!
‘Are you trying to find shelter?’
‘Nope, I’m trying to find my shoe lace. Got a spare one?’
Time for some music. Load play-list ‘Forbidden.’
Play.
Yes, I’m thinking about you when I listen to Lift by Poets Of The Fall.
Burning, soaring, high!
(Wry smile) Now, you sure know whom I'm thinking of, when it’s I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace.
What better feeling than justifying your hate!
… And so the play-list continues with a lot of Pantera, Nirvana, Metallica, Linkin Park, Lamb of God, Nightwish etc. etc.
Recharged! Replenished!
Hit me! And I swear you'd bear the same! \m/
You sure are wondering what the hate all about is. It's like this:
Would you understand the value of love if you didn't experience hate?
7 Shouts!:
October 7, 2009 at 5:21 PM
I experienced a lot of love. And hate too.
Being lonely and isolated is nice. But you don't wanna live inside there. :P
October 8, 2009 at 1:43 PM
@Shadowthorne
Trust me, sometimes you want to!!!
October 9, 2009 at 10:09 PM
Is this a poem? Well, whatever it is, it is deep and good... Enjoyable... :)
October 20, 2009 at 1:13 PM
I enjoy being lonely and isolated.... in fact I carve for being lonely..
October 21, 2009 at 10:48 AM
well luks lyk sm1 is rulin ds "hate world" haha... I do think u gt 2 master dis art of hatin ppl nly so dat u cn njoy bein in lov again...
I personally have nt tried hatin ppl listenin 2 music bt luks lyk a kool option...
December 12, 2009 at 9:30 AM
Hi Shradha,
Remember me? You write very well. Love and hate are two sides of the same coin, and there is no one on this earth who hasn't expereinced both. Its part of the whole 'yin' and 'yan' package. I like the way you spring back to a positive feeling even after starting off with a negative one...that's all it takes, not to ignore, but, after having acknowledged the garbage, to choose to focus on the soft bright green grass! Cheers!
January 25, 2010 at 11:07 PM
Simply Wicked!!
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